I made a post in facebook account early February of this year which quotes the line "You tell yourself what you want to hear. Cause you have to believe this will be my year....." So they wander, what's that all about? I was just LSSed with that song, yes that was from a song, from Semisonic's "This will be my year" from their very first album "Feeling Strangely Fine". Remember that band that brought us the hit song "Closing Time"? I kinda missed those late nineties alternative/grudge rock era. (Listen to the song and it's message by playing the embedded youtube video below.)
So what does this message really means?
This actually means 2 things, it used to be just one but now I feel there's two, hehehe, since I'm posting blog for this after more than a month.
The first one which was not really what I think of first but I would want to tell first because it's not good was "This will be my year...to DIE" or perhaps "This will be the year...WE ALL DIE", hahaha, remember the 2012 movie, too bad it ain't true. Anyways, I was recently confined in the hospital around 2 weeks ago. Diagnosed first with UTI as they see blood in my urine. It was actually seen much earlier during my company's APE, so what's advised to me was to avoid drinking carbonated drinks and to drink plenty of water daily. I was not really aware of it and simply ignore it until it hit me. Monday morning I feel uneasiness in urinating and starting to have fever, ignoring what I feel, I still went to work. The other day, things didn't changed and still I have hard time urinating and have fever, then again I went to work. The third day, I have decided to go to hospital and take a sick leave from work. At first, I really thought of getting to be admitted in the hospital as I feel I wanted to rest for 3 days. My wish came true, I get to be admitted but it turned out that I have stayed even longer and stayed for 6 days from Wednesday afternoon to Monday morning the other week. There's been some test that have been taken but most of them resulted to negative, turned out they just need to cure the blood from my urine, so they placed dextrose and commonly they just gave me antibiotics, vitamin b-complex and paracetamol to ease my fever as it has not gone down til Friday. Saturday, I was all well and wanted to go home but doctor didn't let me and made me stay and got out by Monday. When we get my medical certicificate, doctor wrote that I have "Fatty Liver"
The original reason that I posted "this will be my year" was I've been receiving some good blessings early this year, like my son being invited to join their academic contest, having my cheap touch screen mobile phone, having read a good news about an opportunity to go to US which was personally confirmed by Kevin when he visited us here in Manila, my computer loan finally got approved after 4 months (which was turned into tiles and stuffs needed in the house, yeah I didn't get to buy my computer loan package that I've wanted, but it's ok) and a whole lot more good things happened for the first two months of this year. By the way, I've already applied for my passport last week and expecting to received it this week, so step 1 of preparation to trip to US is done, step 2 will be applying for visa and by the way we (Jay and I) are scheduled to leave on May 26th so it's quite near and fast approaching.
By the way, an officemate of mine had discovered that I've been blogging, as she found it out listed in my internet browser's favorite. She already knew this blog and broadcasted it to others, so you want a piece of this blog, take a bite, you'll soon read your part, hehehe!
This post was way too long already, I've never write like this for long time since writing essays during elementary or high school days about my summer vacation. Hahaha, it may even compared to one of Tor's (my US team lead counterpart) long email-novela he sent me and my teammates.
Ciao for now!
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